For years I have not cried like I did that time.
For a long while, I
thought the hurt’s going to linger.
For days and weeks, I can’t find words to describe
The feeling, the pain, the anger brought by you not being in
my side.
You were my world, my day, my everything.
My bad, I made you the centre of my universe.
When I for you was someone who can easily be replaced.
With doubt, I question your love now that I’m awakened.
Maybe, I shed tears not for you and you alone.
I cried rivers because losing you means wasting years of my
life.
Maybe, I was so emotional not because I lost a person,
But mainly because I have no one to connect with for
whatever reason.
I believed in us despite people’s impression.
I thought we will be different and that ours will go on.
I reckoned we can make it work even through distance.
The least I know, miles will grow us a part in one glance.
Maybe, it was supposed to happen.
Maybe, it was a redirection or a blessing.
As much as I would want to rectify and grieve what’s now not.
I should let go and move on because you’ve done the same in
an instant.
I have to begin somewhere, somehow.
I have to see the good in the bad anyhow.
I have to show the people who root for me I can stand again.
I have to start living my life without you- my once day and
night and in between.
DJSoratorio
13April2022
On my way to see the bestfriend
