One day, I will say I am not completely to blame.
One day, I will get up and not think about what was.
One day, I'll only think of my worth and you'll be brushed.
Time will come, I'll be better than I am now.
Time will come, I'll laugh and be merry not just for a show.
Time will come, and I can finally say it happened, wow!
Time will heal and cure thy heart though it'll be slow.
In the future, I will see why it all happened.
In the future, I will say thanks for the hurt and the experience.
In the near future, I will feel the right kind of love - deep and undivided.
While in this, I will try to do better and learn more.
While here, I will spend life being thankful for what I have.
While I'm not at my best, I will take care of myself and try again and again.
While I'm at my lowest, I will see to it I get something out of this.
I acknowledge this isn't easy.
It'll be backward, forward, inward, outward -
repetitive movement for me.
Although I know things will get better day by day,
I just hope and pray for Him to guide me all the way.
I surrender for everything is under Your control.
I pray like I know nothing and You play the ball.
I lift everything for You know what's right.
Don't give up on me; We're together in this fight.
2-June2022
00:43
Random thoughts on a night shift
